What's blocking you?

YEAH I have had my share of misunderstandings, difficult life circumstances, breakups which left me living in my car or on someone's sofa. And being homeless without a backup plan and without family support can really take a toll. I don't have it all together but I do do what I can with what I have to help others who are in the midst of life's struggle. Sometimes I serve as a volunteer with other organizations to give a hand where I can. Sometimes I prepare food at home and distribute to homeless people in Baltimore City in the cold winter months. Other times I walk and have a conversation and share a cup of coffee with a homeless person and help get their mind refocused with the word of God. 

The God of my understanding answered my prayers and delivered the man of my dreams, my sweetheart from Peabody. We committed wholeheartedly to the LORD and to each other. We worked our butts off, transforming our character defects and worked at becoming the best version of ourselves independently and together as a couple with agreements to the ideal life we were committed to living for ourselves and each other. We saw our dreams of 3 years in the building coming together: engagement, marriage date, improved credit, buying a house together, a brand new cargo van to build into a camper van, transformation after serious injuries and surgeries, dedication to 12 step recovery, therapy, coaching, self education. Then COVID hit and I watched the man I loved struggle in and out of treatment centers, destroy everything we built financially and our planned life become ashes. I watched him rise up out of a coma, admit his shortcomings, take ownership as I loved him as he was through his process of loving himself without judgement. We had so many plans for our future together. He committed his life to God Yehovah and my Soul mate still died!!! Dealing with Grief Loss is a process. Don't rush your feelings. My beloved didn't make it, he died of accidental drug addiction. I move through the process of losing my soul mate, my business partner, and revamping everything all over again, alone. And I will Live on fulfilling our mission. 

How do you live with Grief? How do I pull myself together when I want to stay under the covers? How to move beyond DEATH and LIVE into LIFE? Join our Private GriefShare Group.

Maybe you lost yourself in the process of LIFE and DEATH and need a whole new set of friends and support groups... as you find yourself with a new label of Widow or Orphan.

I understand as I grieve with you.

I AM here for you.

I AM here for your growth.

I AM here for your transformation.

I AM here to help you move beyond where you are to where you want to BE.

I offer Life Coaching

Let me assist you in your grieving process.

Let me help you create a new way of living for yourself and your family.

Don't let your current financial circumstances hold you back from moving forward. 

I work with all budgets and offer sliding scale rates for those who need help.

We all have been there needing a jump start and our road side service isn't available or fails to show up as promised.  I am there for you when I am able to help you get a jumpstart if our timing lines up with God's divine urging. I especially reach out to Ladies in Distress.

We all have so much more than we need. After you complete your own decluttering, KonMari or minimalism go around, add your Clothing, Shoes and Accessories donations for women who are in need for these items and more at shelters, trauma recovery and alcohol and drug centers. 

My Beloved Eric was an amazing Virtuoso, Guitarist, Keyboardist, Vocalist, Audio Engineer and Performer. Donate what you can to our Promising Musicians Fund where we select a promising music student who needs additional  financial support to acquire advanced instruments to further their music study.